Thursday, August 27, 2020

A Sacred Longing of the Heart


By Jim Howe


When we lived in the former ways of our heart, our only inclination was for ourselves.  We lived according to the flesh. Whether we lived as decent people being nice, neighborly, and keeping our nose clean or we lived a wild rebellious life, it was lived for the person we crowned Lord: ourselves. The gospel brings salvation, not by making us “a better me,” but by raising the dead to life.  In the Bible “flesh” is not a physical life in our body so much as a life focused upon our self. Jesus who is rich in mercy came to raise us from the dead. What does it mean to live in Christ, to love God and others?
Paul is a picture of a man who had his heart changed.  He was like his Lord and Savior because he lived for others.  If we are honest with ourselves, we know that the core of our sin problem is rooted in this orientation toward “self”.  In these times of fires, pandemic, and political tension it is easy to become self-protective, self-gratifying, and self-absorbed. We are all more isolated than we have ever been. But the gospel offers another way to live life in Christ.
As Paul cared for people, he did so with a new heart.  Paul began his ministry in Thessalonica with great success. Many came to faith in Jesus Christ, but a mob also arose that forced him to leave the newly planted church that met in homes in the city. He was painted by his enemies as being a wild revolutionary who defied the decrees of the Roman emperor.  He went through Berea and then on to Athens where he anticipated news about the newly found church (Acts 17:1-16).  Read the text for this week carefully and pay attention to the way Paul displays the heart of Christ for the people:
1 Thessalonians 2:17–3:5 (ESV) 7 But since we were torn away from you, brothers, for a short time, in person not in heart, we endeavored the more eagerly and with great desire to see you face to face, 18 because we wanted to come to you—I, Paul, again and again—but Satan hindered us. 19 For what is our hope or joy or crown of boasting before our Lord Jesus at his coming? Is it not you? 20 For you are our glory and joy. 1 Therefore when we could bear it no longer, we were willing to be left behind at Athens alone, 2 and we sent Timothy, our brother and God’s coworker in the gospel of Christ, to establish and exhort you in your faith, 3 that no one be moved by these afflictions. For you yourselves know that we are destined for this. 4 For when we were with you, we kept telling you beforehand that we were to suffer affliction, just as it has come to pass, and just as you know. 5 For this reason, when I could bear it no longer, I sent to learn about your faith, for fear that somehow the tempter had tempted you and our labor would be in vain.

Even though he was separated in person, he was with them in heart. This is not mere sentimentality; it was the driving force of his pastoral care for the people in Thessalonica.  He was not focused upon himself. He easily could have been concerned about his reputation, his comfort, and the fact that he was left alone.  If he had not been confronted by Jesus Christ, that is what he would have done.
We all face the temptation to be inner focused, but if you know Jesus Christ, then there is a new affection at work in you. It may be discovered in a desire to show compassion to a neighbor, a family member, or friends at church.  Paul shows us that this longing in his heart drove him to want to be with the believers in Thessalonica. “Again, and again,” he made plans to be in face to face contact.
There is something else that displays the transformation of Paul’s heart and that is a surrender to God’s providence. He understood Satan was at work attempting to harm God’s mission in the world (2:18). And he sacrificed his own fellowship with Timothy for the sake of caring for the people of God. He sent him to further “establish and exhort” (3:2) them.  It would have been easy for him to feel sorry for himself as a victim of Satan’s ploy.  Instead, behind the events of his life, he saw by faith the providence of God and surrendered to God’s bigger purpose.  Read again how he responded:
1 Thessalonians 3:3–4 (ESV) 3 that no one be moved by these afflictions. For you yourselves know that we are destined for this. 4 For when we were with you, we kept telling you beforehand that we were to suffer affliction, just as it has come to pass, and just as you know.
This is a total rejection of what today is called the health and wealth gospel.  Here in the north state Bethel and some other neo-pentecostals simply assume that faith that is genuine will lead believers around such suffering.  Bill Johnson denies that Paul’s thorn in the flesh ( 2 Corinthians 12:6-7) is physical suffering when he suggests that it was associated with the attacks upon him from antagonists. Paul, however, sees beneath the attacks of false teachers, Satan’s assaults to God’s sovereign determination. The word translated “destined” in the ESV is the Greek word keimai. It means to set or place, or figuratively it can refer to being “appointed, set or destined for something.”[1] 
Paul longed with all his heart to be with the congregation, but even more deeply he longed to be in submission to the sovereign will of God. God was in control as He always is. We are brought to our knees by the circumstances of life and face the same opportunity to see God at work.  Our attitude to the facts of life reflects our deepest faith in the work of our sovereign Lord. Christians will suffer both physically and emotionally from the attack of the Evil One. We are not immune.  But our Father is guiding us, sustaining us, and caring for us as he did Paul and the congregation in Thessalonica. When we turn our eyes off of the turmoil around us and focus on the Father, Son and Holy Spirit, we are given the hope that Paul had that his work was not “in vain”.
So, the big take away from this text is that our hearts are in God’s hands. What an encouraging reminder as we struggle to continue ministry in these socially distancing times. Behind the rioters, the governor mandates, and the fires there is a Father who is merciful.  He is totally committed to our progress in the faith.  Our tendency to wonder where God is in all this is self-defeating.  Faith that is rooted in the promises of the God who is in control gives us comfort and assurance in the face of all that is going on around us. 
Dane Ortlund relays the story of the Scottish hymn writer and Old Testament scholar George Matheson:
O Love that will not let me go
I rest my weary soul in thee
I give thee back the life I owe
That in thine ocean depths its flow
May richer, fuller be

O Light that foll’west all my way
I yield my flick’ring torch to thee
My heart restores its borrowed ray
That in thy sunshine’s blaze its day
May brighter, fairer be

Stabilizing lines, especially for those in darkness.
Do you know the story behind it?
At age 20 George Matheson (1842-1906) was engaged to be married but began going blind. When he broke the news to his fiancée, she decided she could not go through life with a blind husband. She left him. Before losing his sight, he had written two books of theology and some feel that if he had retained his sight he could have been the greatest leader of the Church of Scotland in his day.
A special providence was that George’s sister offered to care for him. With her help, George left the world of academia for pastoral ministry and wound up preaching to 1500 each week–blind.
The day came, however, in 1882, when his sister fell in love and prepared for marriage herself. The evening before the wedding, George’s whole family had left to get ready for the next day’s celebration. He was alone and facing the prospect of living the rest of his life without the one person who had come through for him. On top of this, he was doubtless reflecting on his own aborted wedding day twenty years earlier. It is not hard to imagine the fresh waves of grief washing over him that night.
In the darkness of that moment George Matheson wrote this hymn. He remarked afterward that it took him five minutes and that it was the only hymn he ever wrote that required no editing.
O love that will not let me go. Heartening hope for you and me.
Here’s the last stanza.
O Cross that liftest up my head
I dare not ask to fly from thee
I lay in dust life’s glory dead
And from the ground there blossoms red
Life that shall endless be[2]

Listen to Christ Rice sing this old hymn: https://youtu.be/bRVP3Q4tR0k
Father, we praise you that your hands hold us each day.  Truly, your love will not let us go. Remind us in the midst of life of your loving providence.  Grant us faith to trust you even in these times.  Renew our hearts that so that we might love you more and love our neighbors as ourselves. In Christ’s name, Amen.
  



[1] Bauer, Arndt and Gingerich, A Greek English Lexicon of the New Testament.
[2] https://www.thegospelcoalition.org/blogs/justin-taylor/o-love-that-will-not-let-me-go/

Wednesday, August 19, 2020

Binocular Vision


By Jim Howe
When I first became a father, we moved from Palo Alto, California next door to Stanford University, to Etna, California the front door of the Marble Mountains. In Palo Alto, I had studied both Greek and Hebrew along with exegesis, and a smattering of church history. I studied with J. I. Packer, Ray Stedman, R. C. Sproul, Bruce Waltke, Steve Newman, Jack Crabtree, and Ray Ortlund (Junior) among others at Peninsula Bible Church in the non-accredited Scribe School where I received a good foundation for life and ministry. I completed the two-year program and went off to begin a lifetime of service in the Church. Kerry and I took our young two-month-old son Jeremiah, everything we owned, and moved to the far north of California.
I was still relatively new to the Christian faith. I had come to faith in the spring of 1970 and it was 1979.  The mountain air of Siskiyou County was exhilarating, and my own struggles existentially drew me deeper in my belief. I was immersed in reading Francis Schaeffer, translating Paul’s monumental letter to the Romans in the early morning hours and wrestling with reasons for faith. I often went outside in the early morning to watch the stars while crying out to God to reveal Himself to me. God was at work then as He is today. The fellowship of the church where I served part time as a youth pastor was rich.  There were several young couples like us that were drawn to the country and to Jesus out of the Jesus movement that had swept the west coast.  We studied the Bible together in a fellowship group. God was doing something transformative in our lives, and it attracted even more people to join us.   
I was learning what it meant to see life through the dual vision of “pastor” and through the spectacles of Holy Scripture. As I think about this dual perspective I think of the thick glasses I wore to see the world and to read the Bible where God revealed Himself to me. On my birthday, October 7, 1979, Kerry, my wife, and I awoke to the sound of gun shots outside the home we were renting. We looked out the window and Kerry said, “There is a four-point buck, get your rifle!” It was the last day of deer season. I grabbed my newly rebuilt .30-6 Winchester with the Redfield scope. But I didn’t grab my glasses because I was in a hurry, I could not find the buck in the scope. One eye was focused with the aid of the scope but the other could not see well enough to get the deer in the sites. Certain to get a buck if I could get a good shot, I missed my best chance of the season. As much as Kerry tried to point my body in the right direction, I simply could not see the buck without the aid of my glasses even though I had the powerful magnification of the scope.   
There is a two-fold vision laid before us in 1 Thessalonians 2:9-16.  We need pastors to pursue a high level of commitment to care for the people, and we need congregations that are hungry for the Word of God.  Paul is the human instrument God used to care for the people, and the Scriptures are the divine instrument through which God speaks to the hearers. Read carefully what Paul shared about his personal relationship with the young congregation and the way they heard the Word of God.  You will notice the responsibility Paul had to care for the people, and their response to the message proclaimed:

1 Thessalonians 2:9–16 (ESV) 9 For you remember, brothers, our labor and toil: we worked night and day, that we might not be a burden to any of you, while we proclaimed to you the gospel of God. 10 You are witnesses, and God also, how holy and righteous and blameless was our conduct toward you believers. 11 For you know how, like a father with his children, 12 we exhorted each one of you and encouraged you and charged you to walk in a manner worthy of God, who calls you into his own kingdom and glory. 13 And we also thank God constantly for this, that when you received the word of God, which you heard from us, you accepted it not as the word of men but as what it really is, the word of God, which is at work in you believers. 14 For you, brothers, became imitators of the churches of God in Christ Jesus that are in Judea. For you suffered the same things from your own countrymen as they did from the Jews, 15 who killed both the Lord Jesus and the prophets, and drove us out, and displease God and oppose all mankind 16 by hindering us from speaking to the Gentiles that they might be saved—so as always to fill up the measure of their sins. But wrath has come upon them at last!

The relational commitment of the apostolic team associated with Paul was of the highest caliber.  The response to the word of God by the congregation was surely supernatural.
Paul’s fatherly care and the congregation’s response to the word of God form the binocular vision I wish to bring out. G. K. Beale put it this way:
Christians in a local church need to know one another well enough in order that they can know, pray for and even meet one another’s needs.  Such behavior breathes the air of the first-century church. We in today’s impersonal technological age need to be more like our first-century ancestors in the faith.[1]
Personal engagement by pastors and by the hearers is essential.  I needed both of my eyes to see the deer.  We need both pastors and elders who care deeply to be one focus of our attention, and with the other eye focused to make sure our hearts hang on every word that proceeds from the mouth of God.
We live in a time where the expectations we have for the Church have been lessened.  Covid19 has shut down churches and lessened the kind of pastoral care that can be given.  We need to be “more” the church, not less.  That means we cannot expect to care for one another in these challenging times with more technology and less real human contact.  God is the One we serve not a state governor. We have found ourselves listening to more sermons online.  Many have found that so many mega church pastors are more entertaining their own. But we do not need a consumer driven focus or a need focused sermon.  We need to hear from God through the God ordained servant of the word He has called to speak to us.  We also need the personal touch with one another as we care for one another.  
 As I desperately wanted venison in my refrigerator, there is a deeply God-centered need to be more like the first-century church.  Where did the early church meet? In sanctuaries with social distancing? No, they met in homes. What did the government have to say about their gathering? Nothing, until they began to stand against the idol of the time shaped in the form of Caesar.  Who is Lord today?  Our focus is higher than the politics of the nations.  Love for God and neighbor remain our concern. While we want to show care for one another in the face of this virus. Let us remember that less than 2% of the people who get the virus die.  Is there something deeper at stake?  We are called to care for one another as the people of God, as the early church did in the face of persecution, and at times sickness that shook the Roman world.  In a time of great untruths propagated through the media, we are called to hear the word of God above all words.  We are to listen to God and to care for one another.
Two simple focuses: care for one another and a careful listening to the word of God as God speaking to us.  The post-Covid church will not look like it did in the past.  God is working to make the Church to be the Bride of Christ through His sovereign providence that we might reveal His glory in this time and serve to bring His kingdom in a very broken world.
Listen to the deep yearning of the Spirit in your heart to gather, to care for one another and to hear the Word of God. God will not be frustrated.  God in His providence is doing something bigger.  God is starting a movement in the heart of His people.  A restless cry to be the Church.
Listen to Andrew Peterson sign and you will hear the Spirit working in us all a restlessness to be the movement of the kingdom: https://youtu.be/YhQv6gFxIn8
Father, create in us a desire to be the Church in a deep way.  Stir in us a restlessness that won’t settle for state sanctioned freedom to worship when You call us to share the gospel with all our neighbors, families and friends.  Break our hearts for the hopeless all around us, and fill us with the hope of Jesus Christ.  Raise up godly elders and teaching elders to serve the church beyond the limitation of this time.  Father, we surrender to your providence and seek for ways to be the Church in new wineskins of deepened community and deep listening to the Word of God.



[1] G. K. Beale, 1-2 Thessalonians, IVP Downers Grove, p. 73.